Proudness

On 27 August is the day,,they will wear Toga,,,, I am so proud of him. He already become young people and should be ready assimilate to the society. It remind me when his father did the same. Finally, he has finished and fulfill what I wanted. It is not easy, fighting and struggling alone to survive with them.

The new page is waiting, son. You have to prepare yourself to see the world, and just to remind you world is not friendly unless you become a good person, care about sorrounding, and down to earth.

Thank you God and thank you to big families, and to all my friends. I am so grateful to have friends who always be here, cheer me up, to listen, to help.
You are great,,, I will never forget of your kind, you are always in my heart..

Love you guys

One,,, and the other

One solved, second done, next accomplished
But still there are so many have to be finished
Why its never completed ?
Why this always come into my life
What if I could not touch the things ?
Where do I go to whisper what I have inside
Whom would like to listen ?

Only time will prove

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God,

Actually I am really weak, then strengthen me

Actually I am so poor , please enrich me ,,,

Actually I am so miserable, please create me as a glorious person


You are Almighty

Where do I go,, to talk and share what I feel.
God, please protect me and keep me the faith

I MISS HIM,,,,,

I really miss him,,
I mean it
Tears is streaming down
My Heart is crying because
I miss him
I wish he could come back
And help me

God,, I miss him

Not Fair Enogh

Pa,, after you gone everything seem are unfair to me,,
I don't know where to go,,
Share to whom
I have no one ,, no one want to help
World is not fair

They treat me like a thing, they treat to the one they like
How could I stop when it doing this
How come it can happen and dare to do toward me
Is it just because she could not provide a good service ?
Well sorry, she is not type a person like that
Licking finger is good,,, that is a service for you

Anyone can stop it ?
HE is not sleeping, HE is not blind,
HE is ALMIGHTY,, HE KNOWS,, HE SEES,

I just can stand anymore,,,

Worries and Hard Time

Worries always dancing in my mind, thinking what kind of trouble will come and get into my life.
Even if I dont know when,,
So many happening and it is really bothering me
I have reached the higher age, and require with behaviour, and wise
It is hard to be that part

When me and you were together, we argued constantly,
But does not mean we disagree.
We were happy ,, at the end.
So sweet to remember
Too good to dream in
You are in all those memories I had

If I can turn the clock back, where I can grab you and hold on tight in my heart
But looking you at that sight,,, it must had been the best for you

If you could ask me,, I will give the answer
If you ask me to stay and hold you tight,,
I will do only for you
That is the words that I want to say, and I know you feel the same,
We never could forget, saying we would be love each other and live forever
While we kiss gentle and slowly because of the time has come in age
Until the end of the world
And,, we will meet there for sure

From the bottom of my heart, I am so glad that we had been together
Was always having a soulmate beside me,,,
With passion, patient, and warm,, all you had was beautiful

Even my heart crying, but I always smile
When the shadows come, and try to help me,, and saying ...
I dont feel nothing,,, You dont understand...:((

So I’m here for you now,
I will keep the faith and I will do anything just to make them happy, succeed and smile in a happiness
I know,, that I am alone,,,

I feel, many thorns in my heart and that suffers
So many chains in my shoulder, that is why I walk hard
Dead leaves fell down in front of my eyes and spread on my feet,,
But I could not take it
And I keep this way,, because they are still mine,,,
I love you,,,,

Thank you,, God

Today is the special day for me. The eldest has finished her bachelor.
If,, he was still in this world, He would be proud that part of his dream come true.
Sweetheart,
as parents, we only can support you , pray and show you the right direction.
May what you have had today will be an encouragement your brothers and sister.
We hope, that you can continue it, and it has not yet finished.
We pray that you will be a better person, maintain what you have had and try to be a humble person, keep the chain as you are, share your knowledge like your pa did, willing to help other when they need. Last but not least,, love your parents, brothers and sister like you love yourself...

We proud of you,,,
We love you...

Jakarta, 12 January 2010